| Location | North Wales |
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| Date of Birth | 5/2008 |
| Date of Death | 5/2008 |
| Visitors | 3,532 since 11/05/2008 |
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Baby Dylan Evans, Sadly born with the angels on Sunday 4th May 2008 at only 21wks gestation. Deeply
missed by mummy, daddy and big brother rees.
Only months in our lives but forever in our hearts, our tiny precious little angel will never be
forgotten. Mummies little darling, daddy's little soldier and reesys baby brother
We love you baby Dylan and one day we will all be together again, sweet dreams darling. Good night
and God bless. RIP sweetheart x x x x x x x x x
I have'nt been able to write my story of how we lost our special baby Dylan as the guilt i have
hangs over me every minute of everyday, but ive decided to tell my story and let my little boy know
im so so sorry for lettin him go.
On Tuesday the 29th April I was told at my 20 wk scan that my little boy had a break in his spine
'a highly likely sign of spina bifida' i couldnt believe it everything was perfect at my
1st scan and i was feeling him move all the time, i was sent 2 days later to a consultant at
Liverpool womans hospital to confirm how severe the spina bifida was. I prayed they had got it wrong
or that it was a mild form, but sadly after another scan with better equipmant the consultant
confirmed my precious little boy had Hydrocephalus, Meningomyelocele Spina Bifida and Arnold Chiari
Malformation his little skull and the top of his spine had not formed properly, he told us if our
boy was to survive labour he would have brain damage and have to have constant operations and may
not recover from them and if he did he would not survive to 4 or 5. I couldnt believe it why the
hell was this happenin to my special boy they had to have it all wrong.
We were sent home to think about things, i couldnt stop cryin, i checked up on the net all the
things the consultant had said were wrong, the more i read the worse it got, my special boy had no
chance at life it wasnt fair, all the plans all the happiness had been ripped from me.
After lots of talkin and floods of tears me and my partner so sadly agreed the best for our special
little boy was to let him be free with the angels. I didnt want to do it i wanted him so so much but
how could i be so selfish and let him suffer. Then on Sunday 4th may at 9.30am i went to hospital to
be induced and at 8.35pm our beautiful Dylan Evans was born, our very special angel. He stayed with
us for the night, I snuggled him in bed and couldnt stop lookin at him and feelin so guilty, he was
so gorgeous, so tiny and precious, my little boy.
Im so so sorry for letting you go Dylan and im so so sorry i couldnt give you a healthy life, I will
always love you with all my heart and you will forever be my special boy, i hope you understand i
couldnt let you suffer, i have taken your pain and made it my own. Please forgive me sweet angel.
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xxx DYLAN xxx
The angels wished for a special boy
To be born of a special union.
A child so blessed with earthly love,
He'd be worthy of heaven's communion.
They searched the earth and found
A child, special in many ways.
They gave him the gift of feathered wings,
And made him a cherub that day.
The angels shared their secrets
Of work they do above,
To show the people left below,
The power of their love.
Now Dylan makes the stars shine bright,
And colours stripes for rainbows,
He sings along with garden birds,
And makes the Clwyd flow.
He blows away the clouds from sun,
And sculptures snowflakes too.
He loves to whip the seas to foam,
And paint the sky with blue.
He teaches spiders how to spin,
And glow-worms how to glow.
He mixes up the heady scents
For lavender and rose.
He finds it fun to ride the wind,
And tumble on the clouds.
He takes a bow when thunder claps,
And giggles when it's loud.
Dylan ripens corn and wheat,
And plumps up plums and grapes.
He catches every falling star,
And bends the moon to shape.
So everytime you see a bee
Pluck pollen from a flower,
Or wonder at the sequined frost,
Or softness of a shower,
You will know that Dylan
Is sending love to you,
Sealed with cherub kisses,
That sparkle in the dew.
Poem by Christine Jones for Dylan Evans, June 2008
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O precious, tiny, sweet little one
You will always be to me.
So perfect, pure, and innocent
Just as you were meant to be.
We dreamed of you and of your life
And all that it would be.
We waited and longed for you to come.
And join our family.
We never had the chance to play,
To laugh, to rock, to wiggle.
We long to hold you, touch you now
And listen to you giggle.
I'll always be your mother,
He'll always be your dad.
You will always be our child,
The child that we had.
But now you're gone...but yet you're here
We'll sense you everywhere.
You are our sorrow and our joy,
There's love in every tear.
Just know our love goes deep and strong
We'll forget you never--
The child we had, but never had
And yet will have forever!
I would just like to say a big thankyou to everyone who has paid a tribute or left condolences for
my special little angel Dylan and a huge thankyou for all the candles that have been lit in his
memory, they are all very appreciated and help keep me going through this very difficult time. My
special boy will never ever be forgotten and its nice to know he has left footprints in others
hearts as well as the ones in mine, daddys and his big brother rees's. thankyou again, love
Deanne x x
thinking of you tomorrow on mothers day xxx
Dandelions from Heaven
Mothers day is coming And I wanted to send you a sign
something you can tell others; "Is from an angel of mine
So I searched the heavens high and low for that perfect thing....
And low and behold I found it.... And a smile I hope it will bring.
So when you look to the heavens and see the yellow stars in the sky
Just think of me .... your angel... in the heavens way up high
And just imagine those stars; are dandelions up above.
Yes! Dandelions are also in heaven; which you know how much I love.
So on this mothers day and you awake and feel blue....
You will notice those yellow stars... are no longer in view.
So look to the meadows and the dandelions you see...
Are the ones I've tossed down this mothers day from me.
And when you find a dandelion that has turned from yellow to white;
Youre supposed to make a wish and then blow with all your might.
For you will be blowing kisses to me in heaven above....
And I will be catching them and blowing them back sent with all my love.
Please know that l am with you.... on this mothers day....
And also in the days ahead.... God and I will never stray.
We will be with you in the morning ....when you awake and see the sun....
We will be with you when you say your prayers when the day is done.
For God and I will never be very far from your side....
For I can now be everywhere.... and God will be your guide.
So.... remember when you see dandelions it is your guarantee
That I am always close to you.... for dandelions are free to roam ....now just like me.
I will always be with you mummy....
Happy Mothers Day....
Love your angel in heaven.
xxxxx
Loads of love xx
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There's a beautiful place called Heaven, A place free from care. A Heaven where
God only takes the best, We know because our Angels are there.
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ BEAUTIFUL ANGEL Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ
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┊ ┊ ┊ ♥ Those we love don't go away
┊ ┊ ♥ They walk beside us every day,
┊ ♥ Unseen, unheard, but always near,
♥ Still loved, still missed and very dear.
With love Always
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ღ ♥ღ GOODNIGHT ANGEL, SWEET DREAMS ღ ♥ღ
ღ♥ღ☆ Tiny star, Shining Bright, It's Time for Me to say Goodnight. So close your Eyes & Snuggle up Tight, I'm wishing you Sweet Dreams Tonight ★ღ♥ღ
GOODNIGHT SWEETHEART. X
Forgiveness - Leona Lewis
I don't wanna spend another day, Pointing fingers while I’m placing blame,
I’m no angel, imperfect myself, ‘cos baby I am only human,
And I don't wanna put it all on you, I admit I did some painful things it’s true,
And I’m sorry for them, no making amends, For always thinking I was innocent.
Starting today, I’m gonna change, Don't wanna make the same mistakes,
‘Cos I can see a new horizon, The ice around my heart is melting,
And the hurt I feel is slowly dying, Now I’m, no longer crying,
The bridge we burnt is being built again, It’s leading to a new beginning,
And it may never be the way it was, And that’s because I’m talking about forgiveness,
Forgiveness, forgiveness, forgiveness.
I wish we could take back the things we said, ‘Cos what we said’s not always what we meant,
We lost our heads, in the moment, And the words we used them like a weapon,
But no one wins if we both walk away, And we hid behind the people we became,
We're warmer than that, we're better than that, And I still cherish all the things we had.
Starting today, I’m gonna change, Don't wanna make the same mistakes,
‘Cos I can see a new horizon, The ice around my heart is melting,
And the hurt I feel is slowly dying, Now I’m, no longer crying,
The bridge we burnt is being built again, Its leading to a new beginning,
And it may never be the way it was, And that’s because I’m talking about forgiveness,
Forgiveness, forgiveness, forgiveness.
If everybody could forgive and just forget, Think of all the time that we could spend, being friends,
Think about all the lives we could change, And all the love we could make,
Baby how the world would be a better place, In the end, oh!
Starting today, all that we will change, And I’ll not make the same mistakes, you know that,
I can see a new horizon, The ice around my heart is melting,
And the hurt I feel is slowly dying, And I’m, no longer crying
The bridge we burnt is being built again, It’s leading to a new beginning,
And it may never be the way it was, And that’s because, I’m talking about forgiveness,
Forgiveness, forgiveness, forgiveness,
Forgiveness.
16TH JANUARY 2009
★ ★ Tiny stars, shining bright, it's time for me to say 'Goodnight.' So, close your eyes, and snuggle up tight, I'm wishing you sweet dreams tonight. ★ ★
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★ ★ LOVE JUDE.X ★ ★
xxxxxxx
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When tomorrow starts without me
And I'm not there to see;
If the sun should rise and find your eyes
All filled with tears for me;
I wish so much you wouldn't cry
The way you did today
While thinking of the many things
We didn't get to say.
I know how much you love me,
As much as I love you.
And each time that you think of me
I know you'll miss me too.
But when tomorrow starts without me
Please try to understand,
That an angel came and called my name
And took me by the hand.
Thank you for all your support through 2008.
Thinking of you
Love Laura
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Thank you for all your support.. Thinking of you xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Are you There?
Misty breeze wraps about my shoulders, thinly clad.
I shiver not, despite the coolness on my skin.
Comfort, I now feel.
Is it you my precious Angel?
Are you there? I cannot hear your quiet voice,
But bird song fills the air
From high treetops to grassy marsh.
I wonder – is it you, Dear? Are you there?
The roses in your garden bloom large,
And varied in hue from crimson deep, to barely pink.
I cup the velvet bud, its fragrance soothes a troubled mind.
This must be you, my little girl. Are you there?
Are you the fiery autumn maples,
Or the star-like flakes of snow?
Are you the sparkle in the water of the lake that we both loved,
Or, perhaps, the warmth I feel in the sand beneath my toes?
Though your quiet voice I cannot hear,
Nor can I see again your sparkling eyes,
Or feel your dainty hand laid gently on my own,
You are here.
For memory's book will never close –
Each lovely sound, or sight, or scent,
Another page from special times that we have shared.
Oh, yes! You are here child – everywhere!
love Jude.x
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